tonight is the gala fundraiser. i was all set! i felt great had a stretch lace dress that i hadnt worn since before the kids were born, it looks great. i found some nice fairly comfortable shoes, after a really lousy experiance shopping i found some hosiery. then wednesday max got off the bus and yelled out " mom why does your stomach look so BIG?!?"
yup there goes all confidence .....
well since i was surrounded by all the other moms i recovered quickly and said " im just not standing up straight" and slunk back to the house. i realized he was right my stomach did look huge. i guess it was bloated from the mystery aliment. it looks better today two days later, but im still worried what if it happens again between then and now. things arent too simple today. shawn had an impromtu meeting in baltimore. i need to get the kids' stuff back to stay at least partially over night at the in-laws. get myself presentable. there's the usual crazy school stuff- i forgot audrey was having a mini carnival at school and she needed box tops for educatiuon to use for money. now im in a quandry over to wear the stretch lace dress or the black dress i wore amanda's wedding over the summer. will there be thunderstorms? what will i do with the front garden? how about a wisteria bush? those are nice- but i dont want comment about wisteria lane- do i think too much?- yes i think too much. i should go do something with all this energy. di di mention my hands KILL from all that gerdening & knitting? well they do!