Sunday, December 16, 2007

im surprised at how upset i am about the guinea pigs. considering we all thought no one cared.
i found a family that is happy to take them tomorrow. but the thought of it makes me sick to my stomach. i feel like i failed them. i feel guilty about giving them away. i feel worse about telling the kids. i really thought i'd post it on freecycle and just get no interest.
even though no one else has said it out loud i feel bad and guilty because i still have thoughts of a dog some day. but its also a case of the the back porch where they live is losing more and more heat and i dont have a suitable place inside somewhere else in the house for them because of their noise and their mess. :(
so i know if some one can take better care of them it will be for the best right?