im feeling so unfit & flabby. i feel like every effort to clean up is in vain. it is either just moved to another area or is taken out again. the house is cluttered. most days are the same routine of laundry meals school errands th mail goes out the mail comes in, it gets looked at stacked up and never gone through. even the guinea pigs wont eat their food but will squeal for something else.
seems like no matter how early i start shopping for christmas there is alwasy something else i could or should get for someone else and it can go on until january 25 or later.
there's already one big knitting project i know now that i messed up.
im tired of shawn's inflexiablity for work, and really is it so work if i did want him home some time to watch his own kids?
i know its just a bad day, just a monday sort of day. it 4:40 and im just finishing up my morning routine stuff :P