well blog fans, i spent from 4-to 10 on the ER yesterday for what they said were withdraw symptoms to not having my anti-depressant meds. all becuase that one seceraty forgot to erase my appointment--- they wouldnt give me refills- i did finally get my refills around 2pm saturday but it was too late. instead i got to go to the ER have a blood draws a CAT scan and an IV and 2 two rounds of pain killers that didnt even help, now im zonked out and sick to my stomach and should be using the comp to find a new doctor :P