anger managment

i have alot of anger today so much i do need to manage it, dont worry immediate family! none of it is directed to you :) actually im not sure if any of you are reading these days but thats for another time here's my anger issues for today:
ill try to list them as occured

we did a lot of planting today and yesterday. so these new plantings do need to be watered but thanks to my in-laws my kids have a totaly different idea of what watering the plants means. somehow grandparents manage to water their outside plant any day the tempature gets above 50 degrees and my kids get soaking wet which mean oops! they need a change of clothes, and well now i lost another outfit in the abyss of their house because gods* forbid i be burdened with more laundry :P for all this i am dreading just having to water plants seriously pray for rain! yeah they says godS forbid

then i openly insulted someone else- - kinda just to be mean. im really sick of trying to keep up our side of realtionships with freinds and family and not having it reciprocated. granted this person did not deserve the full brunt of my nastiness but im even one step close to confronting the person that i am truly angry with. the main problem there is that it is not my freind but shawns, however this realtionship in turn ends up affecting almost every single weekend waiting to see if Mr.X will call if he and his family are available , or what the excuse will be this time

lastly i have been doing some yardwork for a neighbor just becuase she was short on time and well i have the time. but i was truely embarassed today that while i was cutting her lawn with my kids playing around in her yard she came home with a gentleman. i dont know- whats wrong with that? im probably jealous a little embrassed that here i was dirty, sweaty, been outside for 6 hours straight.. i dont know i felt like i was caught doing something wrong.

oh and hey i know my mom reads my blog :)