this whole morning has had two focuses.

1) clean up the 1st floor, in a moment of insanity i invited my neighbor to causal drop by --- everyone who knows me knows im not that casual and ime having a heart attach over this.... i wanted to go out this afternoon- can i disinvite her? maybe ill call and the kids are cranky or undernapped or overnapped or have the sniffles or or or or

2)at least partially organize my knitting. my needles, my yarns, my finished projects, my ongoing projects. i got this mostly done. i got all my needles, and yarns and finished projects together. i had to wind a hank but after winding half of it, the yarn truned into a tangled mess that would test a saint's patience. so i might just knit with what is wound a sit down and take care of the mother of all knots in a few days.

lastly i signed up to take a class with shawn's cousin mojgan but she cant do it :( i dont like doing things by myself, but i know jai from queer eye would tell me to do it by myself andf make new friends! ( why cant jai keep his cheerfulness to himself?- he must have days that are bummers too)